Thursday, January 31, 2008
I'm frustrated. Damn frustrated.
Why must you be so selfish? You make me feel so lousy. Am i that bad a sl to you? While others have lesser people going for the audition, i chose quite a few of you to go for it. Do you people think i'm mean? Do you think i'm being crazy? out of my mind? Its scary, yes i know. But why did i choose to do so? Its not that all of you can't play. I just want you to show zat your can do it and amaze him please. I really want you all to become great players. Amaze him and make me proud.
I know i'm not exactly the best sl you can get. But i wont apologise for being so. I may be strict and unreasonable at times but i believe i should be. Its the only way. Please practice hard and cooporate with me. I want you all to be proud that your are good players. Dont keep demoralising yourself by claiming you sound disgusting. You all dont and trust me. Your have really improved. I'm truly happy. BUT please still continue improving yourself. Don't slacken. Work harder! Its not good enough!
I'm going to be so emooooooooo. bye bye.
P.S I dont want to have regrets after standing down from band.
always a twemasekian `10:53:00 pm
